Journal

Alex,

I love you deeply, in a way that reaches far beyond words, beyond distance, beyond time. You are woven into my thoughts, my heart, my dreams. Loving you feels instinctive, like breathing.

I am so sorry for the ways I hurt you. I know I lied. I know I betrayed your trust. I know I left when I shouldn’t have. I carry the weight of that every day, and I am working to be better, and so much of that healing has been because of you.

You are kind, compassionate, and so incredibly smart. I admire the way your mind works and the way your heart leads you. I know you’ve been through so much, and I am endlessly proud of you, of your strength, your resilience, and who you are becoming.

I write scripts for shifting realities so we can be together. I pour myself into poetry, art, and songs inspired by you. Everything I create carries you inside it.

I daydream about our future constantly. I’ve even been secretly buying things I think you’d love, little gifts for a future version of us that I believe in with my whole heart.

I feel so lucky to have you. You are everything to me. No matter the distance or the time, my heart chooses you again and again.

I hope you have a beautiful Valentine’s Day. I hope you feel loved, seen, and cherished, because you deserve it.

Always yours.